I'm a first-year transfer student attending an HBCU. In the beginning, everything was going great. I found the perfect school life/balance. But then, I started having trouble with my Economics class. I asked my professor about her extra help hours, and she told me I could come after class at 4 pm on Tuesdays and Thursdays. That following Tuesday, I stayed after class for additional help, and at first, I didn't realize how much one-on-one attention she was giving me. I started to notice how she would get close to me, so close that I could smell the sweetness of her perfume. She would take my pen and start correcting my mistakes on my paper for me. One afternoon, I shot my shot. She got close up on me, and I kissed her on her neck. It was just a peck mixed with a little tongue, nothing major. Then, all of a sudden, one thing led to another; my pants were down, and I had her bent over the desk with her face pressed up against the stapler.
After that, I started getting all A's in her class, and I couldn't get her off my mind. Everything about her turned me on. Just hearing the click-clack of her heels as she walked through the halls made the hairs on my neck stand. We started having "Extra Help" at her house in the evenings. She would light her candles, turn on a Neo Soul playlist she found on Spotify, and I would have her for dinner. We were at it for weeks. Whenever I'd hear Jill Scott's 'He Loves Me (Lyzel in E Flat),' I'd smile and think of her. The one night I couldn't make it, she became my worst fear. She started having an attitude with me and didn't care if I understood the work. All that personal attention she gave me went out the window, and she didn't want to be bothered. I tried to explain to her that I had to attend a program, but she didn't want to hear it. Now I'm failing. It's too late for me to drop her class, and I want to be successful in getting my 4.0 GPA. What can I do at this point? Is it too late to make things right long enough for me to pass this class? Please help me!